“We are told to consider the birds,” my friend says to me this morning, after I’ve confessed guilt feelings for staring out the window at the spring doings of my bird community for a prolonged time. “I don’t necessarily think it’s a waste of time.”
Sometimes God’s messengers wear skin and they bear such tidings as to douse a parched soul.
To listen to this post:
I’ve been reading John Burroughs’ Wake Robin (this version is free on Kindle). It’s a collection of his essays about birds and it has me captured. His delight for our little wingeds is so evident in his writing. What I’ve been doing is reading his description of a bird’s song and personality, then going to my birding app and listening to his descriptions take sound. It makes for slow reading but it unfetters my heart so. I can get caught up in learning about the ornithological world. Thus, guilt. But sweetness too.
This morning when I filled the feeders, I must have drawn too near the nesting box. From inside its wooden walls the baby chickadees raised an awful fuss! So many little voices in that tiny box. I am fighting with myself about peeking in. I don’t want to disturb the work of chickadee parenting, but I do long so to see them, count their tiny bodies so I know if they all make it when fledging comes. I’m slightly obsessed. Every time I pass the bay window in the kitchen, I must pause to study the box and its surrounding habitat. One doesn’t have to be too patient to catch a glimpse of mom and dad at work. The chickadees are bold and will scold me if I get too close to their home. I’ve stopped filling the feeder near that area so the neighborhood is not too noisy.
Everywhere I look the birds are frolicking, caught up in the magic of spring. A robin couple has built their nest in one of our maple trees out back. I watched them carry dried grass and leaves to and fro for days, it seemed. But they are all settled in now. I caught them in the act just yesterday as I walked Bonnie around the house. We came upon them unawares and they startled apart, taking flight like two nervous teenagers.
I am behind on my spring chores. Just this morning I trimmed back my crepe myrtle, meticulously making my way through each woody branch. I was dismayed to see new growth already and worried my tardiness will stunt the bush’s beauty. But nature is so forgiving. My lilac bush is filling out with heavy blossoms. And last season I neglected to prune it after its glory faded. Still, this season: beauty. The back yard is filled with its heady scent. This world dressed in spring holds so many fascinations.
Yesterday, I read this:
If your daily life seems poor, do not blame it; blame yourself, tell yourself that you are not poet enough to call forth its riches; for to the creator there is no poverty and no poor indifferent place.” ~Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet
Yes. So many discoveries waiting to be seen. This thought fills me to overflow. I may not be poet enough to call forth the riches in my life, but my eyes will notice. My heart will be glad. There is no poverty here.
Just bought the book :)
I was just thinking about how I Have Become such an accidental yet Avid Birder in the last two decades which has translated itself into poetry.
The Rilke quote is perfect, he was assuredly on to something.